I just came across this forum and I thought that maybe it can help. I have had suicidal thoughts for almost my entire life along with anxiety and body image issues. I never really made friends, but always managed to get by. In April the sucidal thoughts got very hard to deal with and I had to withdraw from school. Right now I am seeing a thearpist who I happen to really like but I still feel miserable and I just find myself getting more depressed, so I figured I would try and seek help from this forum, take care.