Hi, I thought I'd introduce myself, I usually never do. My name is christopher, I'm 19 years old and I've attempted suicide 2 times before and am coming here because I've been feeling really bad again. I'm not sure why, I haven't been able to sleep well in the last 3 days and am beginning to abuse my medications and alcohol. That's a brief summary of me. I hope to meet some coo people here, as I think one of the many reasons I feel so crummy is I have only one friend and I've been pushing them away and I feel as though they could be better off without my drama. Thanks for listening, I'll see you guys around.