hello...just joined. My name's Kelsey, I'm 19. I've had suicidal thoughts since...probably age 11 or 12. I've been on meds for 2 years, just took myself off of them, they never really helped with anything. I don't know what I "am" I've been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and bulimia, but God knows if I actually fit anything really. Just can't escape the idea that suicide is something I'm "meant" to do. Hoping to find more people who have had suicidal ideation for most of their lives and manage to stick it out, you know?