hi ppl, i'm 20 years old and i've been battling debilitating depression(supposedly bipolar) with depersonalisation and anxiety for almost 7 years now. i've lost myself completely, my intellect, wit, social ability everything(and screwed up my acads and career quite a bit). this is quite a pathetic state and i think i've had enough. i've lost faith in people and can almost see how they work. the world seems like a really ugly and hostile place except for this little forum here. the only time i feel better is when i consider quitting. i know ppl say 20 is too young to give up but i'm tired of seeing myself fall apart. whats your take? i am tired of the whole thing. i wasnt born this way. i need a break. there doesnt seem to be any in this world(figurative).