I came across this site when I was looking for ways to end things. I am39 years old with 2 kids and a husband who is useless. His attitude is "we all get fed up" but I have severe depression. I cant cope with the basic things in life and I find myself wanting to be away from everyone including my kids. I dont feel like I belong to this world anymore, its like watching it from behind a glass screen. I know I am screwing up my kids and I know they would be better off without me.I am waiting to see a counsellor through my gp, but I feel if i dont get help really soon, it will be too late. Please tell me i can get past this?