Well, hello. It feels very strange to start going on this kind of forum again. I'm a 21 years old girl that lives in France, although I've lived abroad during 13 years. I'm currently hospitalized in a psychiatric hospital (and it sucks), so maybe I'm not in the right place, since I'm supposed to get cured and everything but it doesn't help, I've been in this place for more than 3 months now and my suicidal problems are just overwhelming all the time. So, sorry if I made a mistake by registering into this forum and for making you losing your time. Thanks, Alloloa. P.S : Excuse the grammars and spelling mistakes, but I've left the US 5 years ago, and France is not the best country to keep up with languages.