Hello

[cymbele]

My sn is cymbele and I think about death and killing myself a lot. I have recently been released from a MH facility but still harbor thoughts about suicide. I think I'm pass crisis point but still think about it a lot. Sometimes talking about it helps to reduce the feelings and that is what I hope to get out of this forum.

 

[nolonger]

Well welcome to SF Cymbele

A lot of us here think about suicide frequently. And at times we don't know why...

Hope to see ya around

 

[clairedelune]

hi cymbele. i'm new here too. talking about what you feel really helps a lot. so if you still have those thoughts, share them here first. a lot of people are willing to help you. :spidey:

 

[Perfect Melancholy]

:hiya: Welcome to the forum, I hope you find the help and support you need here.

Take Care

Rich

 

[Petal]

My sn is cymbele and I think about death and killing myself a lot. I have recently been released from a MH facility but still harbor thoughts about suicide. I think I'm pass crisis point but still think about it a lot. Sometimes talking about it helps to reduce the feelings and that is what I hope to get out of this forum.

Hi Cymbele welcome!

I agree with you, it certainly does help to talk about it. Definitely lifts some of the weight off.
I'm glad the MH facility helped a bit, how long was your stay?
Keep talking to us A lot of us can relate to you, hugs!

 

[absolution]

:welcome: to SF :hug: if you need to talk about anything feel free to pm me

 

[letmego3]

Hi cymbele

Welcome to this forum, hope you get all the help and support here.

Love twinkle.

 

[Daphna]

Welcome to the SF family! :hug: My name is Nikki, and have an open ear for anyone who wants to share. Blessings..

 

[UnkelHeit]

Hi Cymbele. I'm glad to hear you're past crisis for the moment. There's some great people around to talk to. I hope to see you around.

 

[Azmodius]

Hey, and welcome. We're all here for mutual support, I hope you find this of help. If you need anything, just mention!

 

[Dave_N]

Hi Cymbelle and welcome to SF. Yes, talking about what is bother you will definitely help you cope with your suicidal feelings and eventually overcome them. :hug:

 

[cymbele]

I spent 4 useless days in the MH unit. I say useless because the drs seem to think I was depressed (which i was) and I had to fake that I was doing fine. For example in one case I lay on my bunk thinking of using a gun and how it would feel and then the doctor came by and i had to tell them that I was ok and didn't harbor any such thoughts.

One of the fustrating points is that want to keep me "safe" as if I have an outside threat. I am perfectly in control - maybe suicide is all about control anyway. I should probably read some threads.

 

[gentlelady]

:welcome: to the forum. I hope we are able to give you that bit of extra support you need. :hug:

 

[TJ]

welcome to the forum hun , were here to give peer to peer support , lean on us and i hope that u can find some reliefe from ur feelings .