so hello, Im new so i guess i should post this yet its as hard as always to talk about myself people never like me so dont know what to say to not set people off from first contact I guess that ironically sums me up... I have avoidant personality disorder, depression and had social anxiety, and a bit of dog phobia i grew out of. I think most people judge my life is not worth leaving and i think so too, I just dont have the courage to attempt suicide am terrified of a failed outcome. Am researching for a sure method though, and how to get access to it. Hopefully and sadly maybe im not the only one like this.