I guess I've joined because I really don't feel like going to talk to someone in person and I thought this may be better for me. The thoughts in my mind just won't go away. I feel like this world would be a better place without me. I am a stay at home to 3. 5 yr. old, 2 yr. old and 1 yr. old. I know the 5 yr. old would remember me but the little ones wouldn't. I feel this life has not treated me well and I'm better off just gone.