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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by eih, Sep 30, 2006.

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  1. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    hello every1.. I'm 15.. a girl.. and uhmm I made two topics on this site.. and I thought I should join.. its just easier talkign to people over the internet

    I'll probably tell u my story later.. right now I dont fell like typing a whole lot.. this last particular week has been a really hard one so I want to get by

    uhm.. for things besides problems right now.. my life revolves aroudn music and art :smile: both are very important to me.. at my school I'm in the honors program but I'm not quiet sure why...:blink: I've been suicidal for like a year and my parents just recently found out

    so anyway hello:smile:
  2. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    yay you joined!!! :D lol

    anyway hello! and welcome! :D

    theres is an art section so maybe you could show us some of your stuff:D

    hope to see ya around :D

    take care

    vikki x
  3. special_needs

    special_needs Well-Known Member

    im 15 too!!! :tongue:

    welcome eih!
  4. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    lol thanks vikki :biggrin: ur like ultra friendly

    thanks lokicth thats cool

    maybe I'll upload sum of my art later
  5. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    lol im allways friendly :biggrin:

    plus im in a good mood :D
  6. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    :biggrin: lol thats a pleasent change than I'm used to
  7. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    lol awww :hug: i would try out community chat sometime, can be really funny in there sometimes lol especially last night lol
  8. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    lol alright I'll try it l8r... I have a wicked odd sense of humor so beware:tongue: just posted in the art thread :)
  9. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    Welcome Eih!! :)

    I'm 16, so you're not alone with people around the same age :)

    Community Chat is fun :biggrin:

    Anyway - welcome to the forum, and I hope to see you around :)

  10. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    thanks joe ,thats cool :)
  11. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    Welcome to the forum... lol one of the things my life revolves around is music.. so there you have it. ^^

    Anyway, hope to see you around... and like Vikki and Joe have said, maybe even chat. :)

  12. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    cool.. I play all sorts of intruments

  13. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF!!!

    Glad you found the forum, it's a great support, I don't know all your reasons for joining, but I hope that you find everything you were looking for when you joined the forum.....

    :hug:.....if you ever want to talk I am always here......my msn is: painNsiolence@hotmail.com and yahoo is: tha_cross_woman@yahoo.com and ofcourse my PM box is always open to you too!


    Good Luck,
  14. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    awwwww I feel so welcomed here.. thanks so much painNsiolence
  15. itachi

    itachi Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forums :)
  16. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF. I am a musician and play many instruments as well. It"s nice to meet others with the same interests. I am looking forward to hearing more of your story. I hope to see you around the forum. Take care. :hug:
  17. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    I am glad hun and you're very welcome :hug:

  18. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    wow thx every1 ..:smile:
  19. Abacus21

    Abacus21 Staff Alumni

    I also play an instrument .... the clarinet .... ( I think badly! :tongue: )

    As I've said :) - welcome
  20. eih

    eih Well-Known Member

    ha.. clarinet


    Ok... so here's my story.. its really boring so yeah. Like acouple years ago my family moved away from our old house.. yeah doesn't seem like that big of a deal but it was.. that whole summer I just moped around being depressed.. so I went to a new school.. had alot of drugs and not so welcomeing ppl in it.. I made like acouple friends.. that year was really hard.. so the summer after that I started to become suicidal. I just spent the whole day by myself... and my family were being jerks ... and they didn't notice anything was wrong of course.. so i was jsut feeling very isolated.. after a summer of being sucidal.. I moved on to highschool.. which is hard like most of u know... I barely knew ne of the ppl I hung out with and this one jackass always hit me and was verbally abusing.. even though we were friends.. I felt so alone that year.. then my uncle died of cancer.. so I felt extremly guilty for being suicidal and just felt awful for my familys loss and my selfishness.. so I finished that year without doing anything to myself.. during the last summer ... I was just all depressed + lonely.. I had one really good friend that I finally admitted I was suicidal to.. and that did help quite alot cause she talked to me whenever I wanted.. I was freakign out about telling my parents though.. but one night on AIM I was feeling really really crappy and I was talking to one of my 'internet friends' and I was telling her I wanted to cut... then my mom found the AIM and thats how they found out..... after they found out I thought it'd get better some reason but it really didn't... I felt like I couldn't talk to them at all anymore.. I felt more alone... then my brother moved to vegas.. I was super close to him.. so that sucked.. then my mom was all depressed that he moved away.. so now I just really need to get over the suicidal thing... I've cut my wrists once.. but I felt bad afterwords so I never did it again... now I'm thinking about telling my history teacher I'm suicidal cause I dunno.. I guess I need sum1 in real life to talk to...

    I dunno why I just shared my story.. but uhmm I guess u know my history now
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