Hi I finally found the guts to write on this forum. I am 24 years old guy - university student. I am not a good student and recently I got huge problems with finishing my education. I always thought about myself as more or less loser - or somebody worse then others but now it's easier to find myself being a total loser. I have always been a lonely loner - always reading some book, playing computer or learning. I am 'suicidal' more or less - I mean - I got suicide thoughts and was close to attempt (but not seriously) few times over last four years. What else can I say? I like music like everyone else, I hate sports, I am "addicted" to the internet and computer games.