Hi, everybody.
I had been thinking about registering here for a while and now I had it done! yay me! :biggrin: Anyway, I should probably introduce myself.
When you look at me, you see smiling, joking and shining 18-year-old girl. You see a girl who has the courage to dress her own way and say what she has to say. And most importantly, you see a girl with perfect life; friends, family, money and love. But what you don't see is, that this girl likes to hurt herself when she's feeling really down. They don't see tears because she has none to shed anymore. No one knows she was bullied at school for 7 years.
I recently started a job which I hate. My mum says she's proud of me but she does not know that I was diagnosed with serious depression last year but I refused to get any treatment because I thought I would make it on my own. After a day of work I like to bike to the near bridge and look down. I really want to jump but I can't because I don't want to hurt my parents.
Maybe this is why I registered here. To get some help and share experiences with others. I want to graduate from high school and live my life without feeling like I don't care about anything. I really want to be the real me.
Thank you for listening. It's nice to meet you all! :hamster:
I had been thinking about registering here for a while and now I had it done! yay me! :biggrin: Anyway, I should probably introduce myself.
When you look at me, you see smiling, joking and shining 18-year-old girl. You see a girl who has the courage to dress her own way and say what she has to say. And most importantly, you see a girl with perfect life; friends, family, money and love. But what you don't see is, that this girl likes to hurt herself when she's feeling really down. They don't see tears because she has none to shed anymore. No one knows she was bullied at school for 7 years.
I recently started a job which I hate. My mum says she's proud of me but she does not know that I was diagnosed with serious depression last year but I refused to get any treatment because I thought I would make it on my own. After a day of work I like to bike to the near bridge and look down. I really want to jump but I can't because I don't want to hurt my parents.
Maybe this is why I registered here. To get some help and share experiences with others. I want to graduate from high school and live my life without feeling like I don't care about anything. I really want to be the real me.
Thank you for listening. It's nice to meet you all! :hamster:
s* i know how you feel! im 17 and have similar experience private message me anytime