I am x86cam. I have been abused my my father 4 times, and been hated on the internet for a year. Its hard to deal with. I feel like I am committing suicide soon. Its hard to decide if I do or don't. The people I try and talk with don't know what it feels like. I hope this is the forum I am looking for. I am soo mad right now. My brother spread rumors about me on the internet, and he ruined my internet social life. Help. About Me: I love tech. I will do anything for it. I have my own website, which has like no great visitors. I am raising money on Google AdSense now. Thanks for approving.