I'm new here, got out of the psych ward Tuesday. I'm 54, and my younger sisters are very critical of me, mainly that I had opened a "taboo" door, setting an example for my nieces and nephews. I can kind of understand that, but my intent was to be free of 18 months of hellish grief since I lost my wife. And I have found very few that understand the totality and depth of that loss.So no real support for me as a person who still has the same issues going on as before my attempt. I've been treated for depression since a meltdown over a year ago, but the meds don't seem to be helping. Tried a grief support group, 16-18 sessions with a grief counselor, and read numerous books. I suppose that's enough for now.