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Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Gaze401, Nov 3, 2011.

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  1. Gaze401

    Gaze401 New Member

    Hello everyone,

    I won't reveal my actual name, but you can all call me Ella. I am 20 years old and I am a sophomore in college. I have no siblings, just my best friend that is my "sister".

    I have been suffering from depression/selfharm/suicidal thoughts since I was in 8th grade, so about 6 years. I go through different phases, sometimes I get a lot better, then I will go through a period of being so terribly low. I usually do not know what triggers these things, but usually it ties into me feeling alone or something happening that throws me for a loop.

    I have never gone to a doctor/psychiatrist/psychologist because I rarely tell anyone about how I feel. When I do tell people I think I can trust, they always end up turning away, so I just don't mention it anymore.

    I'm really hoping that being here can help me out somehow...I'm currently in one of my low periods and I just end up feeling hopeless, tired, stressed and completely alone in the world.

    I look forward to talking to many of you.

    -Ella
     
  2. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    Welcome, Ella! It's a pleasure to meet you. :)
     
  3. SaraRose

    SaraRose Well-Known Member

    Hi, welcome! I have found that this is a good place to tell what you feel. No one turns away. Welcome! :turtle:
     
  4. jimk

    jimk Staff Alumni

    hi ellla, welcome to SF's.. glad you joined this place adn are here now with us.. Jim
     
  5. therapy_fan

    therapy_fan Well-Known Member

    Hi Ella!! Welcome to SF!! hope u find this forum helpful! TC
     
  6. Msirae

    Msirae New Member

    Hey, I'm new here too and this place is real friendly, welcome.
     
  7. clairedelune

    clairedelune Well-Known Member

    Just like you, I'm living with all these madness in secret, too. But on this site, you'll never feel like you're alone. We're always here to listen. :hug:
     
  8. Isabel

    Isabel Staff Alumni

    Welcome at SF Ella,

    I hope our little community will be able to help you through what you are going through.
     
  9. Joshua2803

    Joshua2803 Well-Known Member

    Many times people turn away from others who are suffering emotionally because they are not sure what to say or what to do. And they themselves are struggling emotionally or are so fragile that they don't have the strength to help. Older people with more experience in life are a good source of help. May be you could try to speak to your parents or Grandparents. Your family really loves you, they want the best for you otherwise, why would they encourage college. Your expressions reveal that you probably come from a stable home life, use that resource to your benefit. Don't be afraid to seek medical attention, theirs no sense in suffering needlessly. Welcome to SF.

    Please read this article. And also this one.
     
  10. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    welcome, ella :) :hug:
     
  11. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Welcome to the forums Ella..I hope you get to feeling comfortable here and open up.. There are also two diaries here a public one where we can read and a private one for you to write down your thoughts for yourself..Take care!!
     
  12. Constantinos

    Constantinos Well-Known Member

    Hello Ella and welcome to the forums, i'm here to help you whenever you need help.

    Feel free to send me a PM!
     
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