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Joined this site so I could speak to others in a similar situation to me.

I'm just going to be blunt.

I possess a self-destructive personality and, although I had a brief period in my lates teens of self-harming, it seems the feelings have returned to me.

I (on a regular basis) slice my thighs, starve myself, sometimes burn and generally force a complete disregard for my wellfare upon myself. It can also be as subtle as going outside in the winter just because it's cold and I want to shiver... very subtle, yes.

I also fantasize about being attacked, stabbed, raped and eventually murdered. These thoughts are in my head all the time.

That's all for now. Thanks.


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Welcome to SF :)

I think you will find a lot of people here share very similar thoughts and feeling. So feel free to post and share your experiences. I do hope you'll find the forum both understanding and supportive.

total eclipse

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Hi Sadie sorry you are suffering so I do hope you have professional help to decrease all these negative thougts hun welcome to the forum


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Hi Gem, Welcome to the forums.. It does sound as if you are confused about what you want.. Do you have a boyfriend?? Someone you can talk to..Therapy really helps but it takes years to work thru everything..I hope the best for you!!
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