Joined this site so I could speak to others in a similar situation to me. I'm just going to be blunt. I possess a self-destructive personality and, although I had a brief period in my lates teens of self-harming, it seems the feelings have returned to me. I (on a regular basis) slice my thighs, starve myself, sometimes burn and generally force a complete disregard for my wellfare upon myself. It can also be as subtle as going outside in the winter just because it's cold and I want to shiver... very subtle, yes. I also fantasize about being attacked, stabbed, raped and eventually murdered. These thoughts are in my head all the time. That's all for now. Thanks.