Hi I'm not really good at introducing myself. I'm really shy and keep to myself even when I should reach out to others. It can take me a little to open up to people. I no longer want to suffer in silence. I am a young military wife with no children, just cats. I adore them and don't know what I'd do without them. I've struggled with bipolar and panic disorder since I was a teenager and it has seemed to become worse because I had to grow up so fast and I ended up isolated myself after moving away from my family. I get homesick so bad that it physically hurts sometimes. On a positive note, I love to write. I get a lot out of writing but I still have some days where I just can't face my emotions and put them on paper. I love the band Dir en Grey, my friends and family, and I truly care about others. I don't like to see others in pain. I look forward to being her in hope that it not only helps me but helps others.