I found this site a couple of nights ago when I was feeling scared for myself. I came really close to killing myself. I guess what I really need is support, someone to talk to, a place I could turn to when I feel like i'm losing myself. and since lately, suicide just keeps popping into my head like it's the only choice I have, and i just want to be reminded that it isn't. hopefully this site will eventually help me get over thinking of suicide as my only option. It really sucks to feel like this and it really sucked having no one I could phone and say "i'm feeling weak, please help me" to. I survived that night because of this site, and I hope I can continue coming here for help.