I'm not really sure what to say here... I just feel very down and depressed lately. My girlfriend of over 10 years left me with no closure early November and since then I've been in shock... once the shock was over I was so depressed I took a few days off work. Lately I just get to work and try my best to keep my head up and from drowning in my own suffering. I really don't know what to do... I feel bad constantly and I'm alone. I've never felt this alone in my entire life. I'm 31 years old and spent a third of my life building hopes and dreams with her... hoping one day we'd marry and have children. Sorry for my ramblings... thanks for listening.