My name is Madisen, I'm 17. Depression and anxiety have been will me all my life, suicidal thoughts the last 4 years, SH and suicide attempts the last two years. I can't handle stress, even answering the phone has led me to SH. I'm a highschool dropout, not very suprising. Other than the depression and anxiety, my life is great. There is absolutely no reason for my illness, a fact that is shoved in my face eveytime I try to open up to my family. I actually think if I had a real reason for my depression it'd be easier to handle, then I'd have something to get over, but I don't. Great life, great family, yet I don't feel so great. I'm glad to have found this forum, I may not post much because it makes me nervous and when I do post I might lose myself (I become difficult to understand) but I'll try. Nice to meet you all. Have a nice day.