Hello! You can call me Willow… I am not very good at talking about myself, as I am very afraid that people might laugh at me... Several days ago I wondered if such a forum exists and so I discovered this place. I guess the term that best describes the way I am feeling is dysthymia . It has been almost a decade since I felt completely happy, which considering the fact that I am still in my teenage years, it’s a considerable part of my life. Most of the time, it is just a numb feeling of sadness, but there are times, like now, when the feelings become more pronounced… Uhm, it is nice to meet you … ^_^ Also, please excuse me if I make mistakes, English is not my native language.