Hey. My name is David and I'm 22 years old. I'm feeling extremely depressed lately. Suicide has crossed my mind many times, but I only live life once, so I want to do whatever it takes to experience true happiness before it's over. I've tried medication and therapy, but neither of them help solve the reasons I'm depressed. - I haven't been able to find a job in 4 years of constant searching. Bullied since before elementary school, up through high school. I have no friends outside of the internet, and even then I rarely get the social interaction I need. I decided to post here, hoping to find like-minded people who can offer me support, and I can to them. I don't know what else to say here, but I thought that's an okay introduction. I want to vent, but I thought It'd be more appropriate to save it for the "let it all out..." forum section.