First, forgive me if there's any lack of information, I'm awful in introducing myself. I'm Souncide. I'm 17, but please don't come with the "you're-too-young-to-be-depressed-you-have-a-whole-life-to-enjoy" thing. I'm brazilian. Student, musician, singer, composer and maybe a future teacher. Unlike my name might indicate, I'm not a "full time" suicidal. But I'm an depressive guy most time. Never really tried suicide, at least not in a "serious" way. Had the desire of it a lot of times, but never tried. My main problem is the world. I've been mistreated and misinterpreted lots of times. It still happens. But I can't say I have no guilt, because my own monsters make everybody go away. And every time I fall in love, soon or later everything turns into hell, at least to me. And the main reason is my lack of abilities of keeping people with me. Most of time I'm calm, but I can get angry for no apparent reason. The only things that keep me alive are music, my (very few) friends and some members of my family. I sure hope this message isn't THAT confusing. I'm sorry if I wasn't clear enough. It's hard to organize all these things.