Hello all,
I'm glad I found this forum (found it from a link on a Wikipedia article on suicide).
Let me start by explaining my background; my father was diagnosed with
bipolar disorder about 10 years ago and I think that contributes to my
depression (as bipolar disorder has a genetic cause).
I was never officially diagnosed with bipolar disorder, although I believe
I am mildly bipolar as I often feel extreme mood swing. I can laugh hard
when watching a funny video clip and a few minutes later feeling suicidal.
So why do I feel suicidal? I can think of several reasons:
- I left church last year, and this resulted in a loss of social network
- My parents got divorced several months ago
- I was fired from my job 2 weeks ago (actually I was glad cos the
boss is a PHB, but now I'm feeling depressed as I don't have any income
and my saving is dwindling)
- I do not find any meaning in life
Thanks for listening. I hope to make some friends here.
I'm glad I found this forum (found it from a link on a Wikipedia article on suicide).
Let me start by explaining my background; my father was diagnosed with
bipolar disorder about 10 years ago and I think that contributes to my
depression (as bipolar disorder has a genetic cause).
I was never officially diagnosed with bipolar disorder, although I believe
I am mildly bipolar as I often feel extreme mood swing. I can laugh hard
when watching a funny video clip and a few minutes later feeling suicidal.
So why do I feel suicidal? I can think of several reasons:
- I left church last year, and this resulted in a loss of social network
- My parents got divorced several months ago
- I was fired from my job 2 weeks ago (actually I was glad cos the
boss is a PHB, but now I'm feeling depressed as I don't have any income
and my saving is dwindling)
- I do not find any meaning in life
Thanks for listening. I hope to make some friends here.