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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Mr. Self Destruct, Oct 22, 2007.

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  1. Mr. Self Destruct

    Mr. Self Destruct New Member

    I don't know what is wrong with me. I've been having these dream-like states where the scenario is always different, but the premise is always of my own destruction. These are not dreams, more like uncontrollable day dreams. Very bizarre. I have also been having very dark feelings towards everything lately.

    Over the past 6 months, my life has literally fallen apart in front of me. I married the most important woman in the world, only to fuck it up less than three months later. now she is gone and I don't know what to do. Also, there has been a lot of death over the past few months. Friends and family are dropping like flies. I feel that I need to join them. Can someone try and help me hang on?
     
  2. kim 13

    kim 13 Member

    i can understand you.you lost so many important people and now you feel lost!but you have to try to live!this pain will go away,and if you can't do that alone then try to find somebody who can help you through this very hard time of your life!
     
  3. Mr. Self Destruct

    Mr. Self Destruct New Member

    i try.
    i am very shy though, it's not very easy to meet people. i have terrible social anxiety. :(
     
  4. andyc68

    andyc68 Guest

    i too am shy and find it very hard to socialise, even more so now so i know how you feel. i too have lost everything and although i still feel like dying i am in a place where i no longer think about it all the time. seek help with these feelings from friends or proffesionals. speak to people here too, that helped me and being shy doesnt matter on the net.
    take care
     
  5. kim 13

    kim 13 Member

    if you want to write with me private,here is my email-adress:

    Kim.Poole@gmx.net

    keep alive!
     
  6. Mr. Self Destruct

    Mr. Self Destruct New Member

    Well, I am still alive, although it is very hard at times. My only joy these days comes from sleeping. Life is bleak these days.
     
  7. i have been using sleep lately to escape the difficulties in my life too. it's the only way to stop myself from thinking thoughts and to avoid reality.
     
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