I don't know what is wrong with me. I've been having these dream-like states where the scenario is always different, but the premise is always of my own destruction. These are not dreams, more like uncontrollable day dreams. Very bizarre. I have also been having very dark feelings towards everything lately. Over the past 6 months, my life has literally fallen apart in front of me. I married the most important woman in the world, only to fuck it up less than three months later. now she is gone and I don't know what to do. Also, there has been a lot of death over the past few months. Friends and family are dropping like flies. I feel that I need to join them. Can someone try and help me hang on?