I have had a rough night, I was talking to some friends about something and then I don't know why but I asked if I had an unattractive personality. Then one of my friends who I previously liked said "Depressive personalities aren't attractive." And the other friends in the room agreed. I lost it. I started hurting myself one of the worst in months, and I want to do more, I want to hurt myself more I want to rip myself apart. I hate myself. I wish I was never born. I am so worthless, no wonder no one ever loved me. I had promised someone not to hurt myself, but I lost it. I hate myself. I want to hurt myself more. I want to kill myself slowly and torture myself. Someone help. Someone please help me. Please.