First time poster here. I need help and nobody is there for me right now. I want to die and I know if I am left alone I run the risk of doing it. I guess I thought posting here might help me feel a connection maybe someone else can understand and keep me from doing things that will only hurt myself and my loved ones. I don't know if I really want to commit suicide but I just want to give up school is so stressful and I feel like I just can't deal with it anymore. I guess I see killing myself as a way to give up on everything and just let everything end.