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Rukia

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Now that I've finally found this place, I'm not sure what to write.

I have been suicidal for several years now, and I really don't know what to do. Some pills took care of my depression, but I'm still having problem with the living part. I've been doing ok for a couple of weeks now, but today everything was changed. I pulled away from my friends, like I allways do when I'm suicidal, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to meet tomorrow.

A part of me wants to live, but I'm not sure how to do that. I've been living like a robot for so many years, that I've forgot how to really LIVE.

I guess the reason that I'm writing this, is that I need some advice of how to be able to live again, to manage to think positive, because the life I'm living is not worth living anymore.
 
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sadness2006

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I used to feel exactly like you my friend, and sometimes I still do. What keeps me going is the love from my friends and family, and doing activities that I like to do. I make sure I watch plenty of my favorite tv shows and movies all the time. I like to go out and socialize too at bars. I'm trying to be a stand-up comedian, or start my own band. You gotta do what makes you happy in life all the time. I know that life seems very hard sometimes. Sometimes I think to myself I can't live for another 60 years, I don't have that in me. But you just have to live one day at a time. I finally realized that now. I hope you don't take your life, you seem like a very intelligent person. I'm sure you would be missed.
 
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xChocoCatx

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living. u want to live? then enjoy everythign life is offering you.
like reading a book even just makes me happier.
or doing something you love.
if you love life you'll want to live it to its fullest.
DO SOMETHING YOU LOVE. ok?
 
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Rukia

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I'm not sure what I want. I don't think that life, the way it is now, is worth living... But I wish to try living for real before I decide to quit.
 
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Allo..

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Just a suggestion: try doing something completely spontainious, skydiving? i dno, just something really CRAZY.. but nothing that can hurt you or anyone else, or anything that you think you would regret. Take care, Ally x
 
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