I don't think I'm a typical suicidal person. I'm a senior in high school, I'm in the top 4 percent of my class and I'm well on my way to at least a University of California. At school I smile and I laugh. People always say I'm cute, but inside I think YEAH RIGHT. I really love nature, and I would like to be a naturalist or biologist. That is, if I keep living. I don't care about becoming a statistic. I don't care if my friends and family feel sad. There's no embarrassment or any feelings for me after I'm dead. Sure I won't feel happy but at least I'll never feel sad. Please give me some good reasons to live. Right now it's just pure stubbornness that's keeping me alive.