I was already incredibly depressed. A few minutes ago my wife swallowed a handful of pills, and before I could even call 911 she passed out and split her skull open on the table. By the time they wheeled her away on the stretcher, she barely had a pulse and was barely breathing. She is all I have. Then I find a note telling me she will always love me and she is sorry that it had to end this way and calling herself worthless. What do I do at this point? They wont even give me an update, nor will they tell me which hospital she is at. I can't live without her. What am I supposed to do at this point? If does she doesn't survive I don't think I'm going to have a choice but to take myself out.