Help me. I'm so lonely with romantic desire. It happened again, where the nicest girl in the world said she wouldn't talk to me again, even though I loved her. I hate myself so much. Someone please give me a reason to live. I don't want to go through this again. I want these desires and envy to go away. It's killing me. Please, somebody please, love me. Or help me die. I hate being alone and unloved.