I cannt do this anyonmore!! There i said it ok! I am strugging! I cant do this anymoreeeeeeee! pretending to the worlxfd that I am ok when reallyy I am not! I hate ghis and I hate my life, they do not accept that I am not ok! They tell me to pretent tht nothing has happened when really they have killed me inside! I am just beyond hwlp! Sorry but i really am!