I dont know if this will be removed of here but please i really need help. Most of the time i feel suicidal and just generally feel unhappy, id like to take drugs just something anything to take the pain away i have inside i just want to feel happy and fuck it i no longer care if happiness comes in the form of a pill or powder. Can someone please help me. I've never really taken drugs apart from smoking pot but that just made me sleepy i just want something to take all this shit away. Please can somebody help me.