So i've been depressed since april... and then, i met a guy. We got romantically inloved. I thinked that i liked him as a friend... but he was saying how much he loves me. One week ago he went on holidays. God i missed him so much... he came back. He was saying to me how much he loves me, and yesterday we were making plans for the weekend. And now... today. He left me. He told me that i am to depressed, that i make him depressed, that he wants me as a friend. That he met a girl on holidays who makes him smile... Fuck i can't even type. It ripped my heart out of my body and grinded it. I cry and cry, i vomited twice... i don't want to live without him. I lost all my dreams, everything that i had... everything. I don't want to live without him.... i'm broken . I think that this may be my last day... i can't live witouth him. I love him. I still cry, i feel so sick... i cant do this anymore.