I have seen before that 'people who commit suicide don't want to die'. I have also seen comments on the internet about how people are annoyed they didn't do it, they say this time it will happen, they say I am going to do it on xx date and finally I will be free. I don't feel as though I want to die, I don't understand the idea of setting a date, I don't even call myself suicidal. But, I find myself thinking about suicide regularly, I have thought about how I would do it if I did do it and I think it would be easier to feel nothing. But I don't think I will ever do it. I don't see myself ACTUALLY doing it. So what does this mean?