Advice, ideas or opinions please.
I feel very bad. I do always think the worst and I'm very pessimistic. Things might turn out ok and I may be worried for nothing. But, with the way things go in my life, it's likely to be bad.
This one has to do with work. It's too long and traumatic for me to go into the details of my history, but I have written a little about it which can be found in my post history. Briefly, I'll say that I've been a victim of workplace bullying for the past few years at every job I've had.
My current job is no exception. There is a clique of women who go out of their way to cause drama and grief for everyone who doesn't go along with their petty shit. Imagine a bunch of mean high school girls, but adult age.
I have a performance review with the manager this week and I'm worried that she will upset me again and put me into a crisis. My work has been excellent - above and beyond. Everyone outside of this clique says so. I get a lot of praise and complements from those who are not a part of this bullying gang. There's nothing the manager can pull out of her ass to say that I've done anything wrong.
However, in my life, I've been treated badly countless times and they've all gotten away with it - even when they make up lies without proof.
I don't care so much about losing this job. If they fire me unfairly I can collect unemployment benefits (which are higher now because of the virus), I was going to quit in a few months anyway, I desperately want these people out of my life and they seem to need me more than I need this job.
I'm just worried about being pushed into a crisis. I'm already on the edge everyday.
I feel very bad. I do always think the worst and I'm very pessimistic. Things might turn out ok and I may be worried for nothing. But, with the way things go in my life, it's likely to be bad.
This one has to do with work. It's too long and traumatic for me to go into the details of my history, but I have written a little about it which can be found in my post history. Briefly, I'll say that I've been a victim of workplace bullying for the past few years at every job I've had.
My current job is no exception. There is a clique of women who go out of their way to cause drama and grief for everyone who doesn't go along with their petty shit. Imagine a bunch of mean high school girls, but adult age.
I have a performance review with the manager this week and I'm worried that she will upset me again and put me into a crisis. My work has been excellent - above and beyond. Everyone outside of this clique says so. I get a lot of praise and complements from those who are not a part of this bullying gang. There's nothing the manager can pull out of her ass to say that I've done anything wrong.
However, in my life, I've been treated badly countless times and they've all gotten away with it - even when they make up lies without proof.
I don't care so much about losing this job. If they fire me unfairly I can collect unemployment benefits (which are higher now because of the virus), I was going to quit in a few months anyway, I desperately want these people out of my life and they seem to need me more than I need this job.
I'm just worried about being pushed into a crisis. I'm already on the edge everyday.
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