Recently i've been researching more and more about suicide, And i have made my plan my day to go is quite a while away. The 5th of January, the same day my father died when i was two. But i worry about my little brother he's two, and i don't want him to go the same way i go. So i want to talk to a friend, his name's matt. But i just don't know how to tell him how suicidal/Depressed i've been. It's going to be me talking to him face to face, something i've never done before. Any help will be apprechiated.