Recently, my sister, nephew (5 months old) and her husband have been living with me. I've been towed down with work from college such as essays, revision, studying etc. I had thursday and friday off because of teacher training days and I thought this would be a good time to catch up on some much needed sleep, since my day consists of 12 hours every single day (travelling and lessons). Not only have I been threatened by my sister's husband that he will beat me, my sister came into my bedroom earlier and picked up my drawer and smashed it to pieces, ruining my furniture and claimed how if my mother died, it would be my fault. All I have asked is for a bit of peace of quiet in the mornings since they get up at like 8am, stick on all the tv's and march around the house noisily. I now haven't had a decent nights sleep in a week and I'm exhausted. I've seeked my mother for help. This has only made things worse. She has favoured my sister as a whole because she is older. She has told me how nobody wants me and how my brothers and sisters despise me. My sister keeps smashing my stuff up as well as threatening to smash my prized possessions. She told me how no one will or does love me because I'm not 'normal'. This wasn't the best thing to tell me, since I just got over someone who never loved me and physically and verbally abused me for 2 years. The torment doesn't seem to end and the only time I'm happy is when I'm with my college friends. Every single day, I sit alone in my room, not aloud to be near my family, if I am near my family, they leave me out, torment me saying how no one could ever want me and how ever since I was born, I have ruined everyone's lives. They make me hate myself. What's worse, none of my friends understand, they all live really happy family lives as I go to a really good college in a good area. I can't focus on my studies. I just want to be drinking all the time. I keep being threatened by my sister's husband and by my mother and sister that they will beat me, report me to the police for the things my sister has done such as smashing up the drawer. My mother puts me second when my sister is around. What's worse is, I got a week off next week which could mean lie ins, lots of work being done and just relaxing before going into the term where I do exams. This however, cannot be done as my sister is there. I really need some advice because I hate myself. I feel ugly, unwanted and unloved. I go to college and I fancy someone who doesn't like me in that way back, then go home and get told that no one will ever want me or love me because I'm a freak. Someone help, please?