I'm standing on the edge of doing something very stupid and permanent. I'm sure you all know what I'm talking about. I so badly wanna be saved, but honestly I don't know if it's possible. I constantly feel so much pain, it's unbearable. Lately I cry all the time and everything is so hard, just getting out of the bed in the morning or even getting dressed. I don't remember ever being happy and I honestly don't think I'll ever be. I self harm a lot and pray to hit a vein so I can leave this world bleeding. I want to want to live, but I just don't. I have nowhere left to turn and nothing left to do. Give me a good reason not to end it all? .. Please?