I am so unhappy. I want the pain to go away. I have 2 lovely kids and a not so lovely husband who I don't want to be with anymore. The problem is, I can't leave him. I feel like want to die, but couldn't leave my children so have even thought of taking them with me. I have told my husband this but he won't take me seriously. What do I do? How do I get him to listen or support me? I am too hard for him to deal with so he wants to ignore me. It scares me that I have these thoughts about myself and my kids and I hear stories on the news of people who have done this and feel like I understand why they did it. I am lost. Please help me.