After days without suicidal thought, I thought I moved on... but it's coming back. I feel like she hates me, I feel like she doesn't want me anymore. We've been friends for almost 4 years, I've been in love with her for 2 years. I confessed, and she said no, and that event haunted me. It's been more than 2 weeks since I learned to accept that, but now it's coming back. I always imagine her dating someone else, and I'm here depressed, with nothing left inside me. Please help. I feel like I'm useless, I can't take it. I want to die. I don't want to see her with someone else, I'm scared. She hates me. Please help. I don't know what to do. My heart is broken into pieces, I don't think that I can't put it back together. I feel like I'm childish, I can't be mature, I can't be like everyone else. I can't make her fall in love with me. I'm sorry. I hate myself. Why can I be someone that she loves? Please help.