I am in a really dark place right now. I attempted to take my own life last Sunday but obviously did not succeed. I feel really conflicted and tempted to try again. Just don’t see much reason to go on right now.
Try to take some deep breaths. If a lot is going on, that doesn't mean you have to deal with it all at once. Right now the important thing is to just keep breathing, to hold on so things can calm down.