im going to die. whats the point of living? when your dad won't help you. When life is gone from you. Your under the weather and nothing will help you. When your finally recover you get a knock from the door and it's your father. He comes in and yells at you to get on to your grades. You have a bad omen about this but you do it anyway to risk not being beaten to a pulp. He yells at you during it all. Then makes impossible standards that cannot be met. He tells you all B's when you've never got it in your entire life. He see's 0's you can try to tell him why and try to tell him you've been under the weather but he screamed at you and said he doesn't care. He takes away books, tv, computor, and everything imaginable. He givs hard labor and acts like a slave driver. Now im completly under the weaver so far down im going to die. Whether its by rope or by gun. It will happen and happen soon.