Hi My name is Emily and I am going through a rough time right now. For the past couple of weeks I have been thinking about killing myself. The thoughts just pop into my head. For the past couple of months my suicide attempts have gotten more severe and more frequent. I used to call people when I felt like this but now I just keep it inside and act on it. The last time that I attempted suicide I overdosed <Mod Edit: Method> and didn't wake up for two days. A part of me wants help but the other part of me wants to be laid down to rest.