Well, I am trying to take a step forward but i feel real depressed and even the smallest thing pushs me back so i was thinkin i should take ADs but i dunno how to get them. I cant talk to anybody about getting them because i cannot talk to other people about it. I am also 100% sure that i will never talk to someone about it since i have trouble talking about normal things, let alone this. So no parents and doctors. Does this mean i cant get em? Will they help me?