I have been depressed since I was 14. I am 34 now. I hate my life and I really dont think I will make it to the end of this month. I have never sought help for my problems as I have always managed to bounce back temorarily. This time, I really cant do it. I have decided before I go I should at least visit my GP and see if he can help me. I am a shy person and not so good with words. Can someone tell me what I should say to my doctor? I am afraid they wont believe me. Thank you.