I feel so horrible right now,im 15 and in the 8th grade cuz i failed 3rd grade and thats realy taken a toll on me. People make it seem like it shouldnt upset you but should it, have any of you guys gotton held back in school. This is also my main cause of my self harming, what should i do. Yes, i know its all my fault that im not doing good in school but i just dont know, its hard to tune in in school knowing everyone is younger then me. Iv also missed so many days of school of course.On a final note i have constant thoughts of suicide and i only trust one person in my life and thats my girl friend.