• Hi - if you have tried to donate and found that it hasn't worked please can you hit me up in PM? (Freya) I am trying to figure out with paypal what the issue is and they are asking for more data. It doesn't seem to be affecting everyone. Thank you so much :)
  • Hi - It is possible that I have figured out part of the problem with the donations. I believe that if you try to use paypal balance or your debit/credit card that should work now. Bank transfer still seems glitchy. If you try with a card and it fails please can you let me know? Fingers crossed that part is resolved though. Thanks so much for the support - Freya

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Recently, I found this site and thought that it'd be good for me to get my feelings out and hopefully overcome my suicidal thoughts. Several different doctors have diagnosed me with depression, and I've been on far too many different medications to name. None, however, have worked for me - some actually have only increased my thoughts of suicide and emotional outbreaks.
I'm very close to giving up, as stupid as it may sound. I'm not sure what I can do. I'm always thinking about is harming others or myself. Sometimes I'll take handfuls of painkillers, in hopes that they'll knock me out. I'm clueless, really.
I'd really love to have some one I can talk to. ****mod -edit sarah***Help/Advice would be appreciated. :blub:
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Hi XX and welcome...it is so difficult when there is no resolution to a problem after you have expended so much work...that is truly not your fault...keep at it as some ppl are very hard to medicate (before surgery my anesthesiologist was heard saying, 'it is like putting out a horse' referring to me) and no one medication works well on everyone...please PM me if I can be there for you...big hugs, Jackie
Please email me sometime if you want to talk. I will be glad to help in any way I can or just be there for you when you want to vent.
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