Help plz?

[xXraZorXx]

Recently, I found this site and thought that it'd be good for me to get my feelings out and hopefully overcome my suicidal thoughts. Several different doctors have diagnosed me with depression, and I've been on far too many different medications to name. None, however, have worked for me - some actually have only increased my thoughts of suicide and emotional outbreaks.
I'm very close to giving up, as stupid as it may sound. I'm not sure what I can do. I'm always thinking about is harming others or myself. Sometimes I'll take handfuls of painkillers, in hopes that they'll knock me out. I'm clueless, really.
I'd really love to have some one I can talk to. ****mod -edit sarah***Help/Advice would be appreciated. :blub:

 

[Sadeyes]

Hi XX and welcome...it is so difficult when there is no resolution to a problem after you have expended so much work...that is truly not your fault...keep at it as some ppl are very hard to medicate (before surgery my anesthesiologist was heard saying, 'it is like putting out a horse' referring to me) and no one medication works well on everyone...please PM me if I can be there for you...big hugs, Jackie

 

[mademecry]

Please email me sometime if you want to talk. I will be glad to help in any way I can or just be there for you when you want to vent.

 

[*dilligaf*]

if you need to talk you can always email me
sam x