I've talked this over with many people, and this is probably the biggest obstacle for me. I can impulsively make a bad decision to overdose when I hit that breaking point. I'm always told by those around me that if I do overdose to call 911, but see, I would never call 911 on myself. I don't let the people close to me see me at my worst, and having strangers see me at my worst... I couldnt handle that. When I'm in that frame of mind I just want comfort and familiarity. I dont want to be left alone with strangers who may or may not understand my situation. I always regret what I did after the fact. I do have people I regulary contact when I need to talk or just need comfort but I'm not sure if I should say anything to them. So any ideas of what to do?