I don't know what to do. I've only been in love twice, but this most recent break up is the worst. 2 years of being together, and now she says she just can't deal with a relationship. I'm cutting again, and I just constantly think about dying and how much better it would be if I just wasn't here.. How do you deal with these feelings? I honestly have no one in my life but this girl, so I can't talk to anyone else besides you guys..any help is appreciated...I just don't want to feel so alone anymore.